releasing my anger and sadness.

the wonders of it all. If the peak period of the year is already starting, when will it end?? I am tired. simply because my flu is acting up again.

Previously I tried my best, trying to remember things that I AM SUPPOSED TO DO but somehow, among the busiest of things, I forgot the sole responsibility. It made me feel sad, and still am. I dunno how to judge people based on their personailities, but I have been manipulated by many. Ppl take gd advantage of kindness and ask me to do things that is beyond my presponsility.

People whom I tot is very close to me, turned out to be the opposite. but the people that I am far, support me when I am down.

I am down yesterday, and I know that Mdm is informed about my mistake. therefore, my resilience in me made me withstand the harsh words during the briefing.

Whatever good that you do won't be highlighted, but all the mistakes that you do will be spread across all teachers and ustazahs.

Mistakes are mistakes, but they can be distorted from the truth, been changed to dramatised to represent a wholely different concept of the truth.

I have been patient. But there's a limit to it.

Whenever you do a mistake, learn from it and don't moan or complain about it. Smile, and dun forget about that part of responsibility.

I am very aware of my weakness. I have learnt to voice out my concerns, and I am thoroughly fedup by my mistakes. well,

things for me to develop:
STand up for myself.
Have proper documentation. be professional.
Think of different ways to present your idea. Keep all the good ideas to yourself.
Be the first to create an idea and make it happen.
Surf the net for ideas.
Don't pamper people. Sometimes, they must do things for themselves to learn how to do it.
Develop a successful system to manage the class.
Be alert and know what is going on.
Ask around.
Have a sense of urgency. Do things perfectly the first time, everytime.
Use TLC words. Tender loving care.
Do not be too formal. Parents find that trait and you too boring.
Be responsible. Always take care of the things.
Ask. Ask. ASk.
Mark books carefully.
Get used to the idea that you have to take up more than you are comfortable with.
Be child-like. Act out and make children laugh.
Dun be too stress!!